sigh...

Sigh...
Nothing to do in this morning...
So disappointed about everything...
I might need to pray more and more...
I missed the dawn prayer in this early morning.
Maybe it is the reason why I am so dispressed...
Life is not easy to me and of course for everyone.
However, I should cheer up for my family and my dream...
What can I do in this morning,,, ???

I don't want to search any more on job posting today,
but it is my job right now, although it makes me down...

Now, I don't know what I can do well,,,
Before I felt like I can do well whatever, it is my personality.
So I did well whichever positions in my area.
Now, I feel like I am loser... No job and No successful interview ...
Sometimes the interviewer makes me feel like that way.
"You are not important person, you are not a proper person for the position."
They didn't say the exactly same words, but they seemed like it.

These days I got bad responses,,, my self respect goes down...

Tomorrow I will be fine,,, just in this morning I cannot recover it by myself.
So,,, I might need my friend, workout or the bible ....
I have to recover it soon because I don't have enough time to spend my days in here.
I am the God's person!! Yeah...
I am so sweet, lovely and strong enough daughter of God. Right?
I will be fine with God....